It was such a strange sound last night. I was watching True Blood and I was laughing out loud. I haven't done that in a while now. It sounded so strange to my ears yet good. My genuinely upbeat disposition is starting to return. I'm not dulled by pain today nor was I this weekend.
In fact, both of my dogs and my cat were under the weather yesterday and I didn't go into a panic. Instead I just took care of things and asked questions in the morning to some co workers whom I know would give me good advice. They think it's due to the heat and to just check on them for the next couple of days. If they don't get better then call the vet. No panic, no crying no outbursts and no feeling like the world is crashing in on me. It was a good feeling to almost be normal again.
I think I am also starting to get energy back as well. I have the desire to go out again and involve myself in activities. I will see where this will take me but I'm starting to come back... if only for a little while. It's as if I've risen to the top of the water for another breath before I go underwater again. Let's just hope it lasts.
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