Really... I mean REALLY???

Why do men assume women are stupid?  Don't they realize by doing that they look like the fools?  So I had a call today that the plant where my car was ordered from shut down due to heat??? WHAT? That I can't get my car now until October... WHAT?  I'm sorry I never heard of a plant closing for heat.  So I called another Ford dealership and asked them if the plant shut down due to HEAT... they said no and that orders are going on business as usual. WTF?  So I called the Ford company themselves and complained about that dealership.. if anyone is curious the CRAPPY DEALERSHIP is KEITH HAWTHORN SOUTH BLV CHARLOTTE, NC and the idot that told me this is DEVRON!  Moron!  So I had that headache to deal with today..

The other headache I had is my mamogram. I was worried that I had a lump and the Dr. had felt it too so made and appointment.  This was my first time taking the mamogram and I was scared.  I hadn't told my family about this because they are going through enough with Mom and I certainly didn't want to worry her.  So, I am taking the test and notice the technician is acting a little weird.  She wanted me to stay on the table and wait for the Dr.  Then she said that the Dr. may want to check something and she left the room.  I was in tears!  I mean I was crying I was so scared... everything was running through my head.. I was so afraid I had cancer.  It was a very emotional moment.  Then the Dr. came in, said I was ok and that she just saw a lymph node show up on the test and wanted to look for it on the monitor.. well, it didn't show up so I need to be retested in 6 months.  WHAT A RELIEF!

The third and final headache of today is.. I found out my ex is due back in town tomorrow.  Why did I find this out now?  My friend had disconnected to Facebook and just decided to pop back on for a second to find info on a friend and saw that... WTF?  I hate knowing.  Now I know he spent the last 4 weeks with the women he planned on and had his affairs just as he scheduled.  No second thoughts of me anywhere in his pee little brain.  I'm extremely exhausted from all the emotion I dealt with today.  I feel alone, scared, little and vulnerable.  I feel like a child who's hiding in a corner trying to cover up from the world and all the bad meanies in it....

I so hope life is more than this...