Emotionally I'm exhausted. I'm numb still.. thinking it never did happen. I am in a daze whenever I have to tell someone my mother is dead. Really? my mind asks... really? she's gone? YES, I say back, she's gone!
I also made mistakes at work lately.. me who prides herself on not making mistakes made 2 embarrassing ones. I hate that. I'm planning my next massage.. that's coming up on Tuesday.. here's hoping it's more :) lol the unknown is kinda exciting!
I'm also planning an all inclusive vacation away.. all inclusive being men, food, stay and drink! I figure they are safer than picking up strangers at a bar lol. Besides, I want people to wait on me hand and foot. I think I deserve that! It's not the idea of the "exercise" that I'm looking forward to but just the attention and not having to do anything for it. lol Just be there and have people try to engage me in conversation and make sure I'm feeling comfortable. I've been doing that for people all my life.. now it's my turn lol
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